Boyfriend dead

This has to be quick but it is mas importante! George, the ipod, is gone. I have recalled every single step I made Monday when we were on our date and he just dissappeared. Maybe I scared him - we had already begun working together, sleeping together, worshipping together, riding together in the car, sharing our favorite love songs and even the 'break up songs.' He was even okay with my dancing everywhere and anywhere - he liked it. Seriously, though, I have even looked through the trash can, as maybe I hid him from myself (because we like to play that hide and seek game but why would I have put him in the trash can?? I dunno - maybe I do have abusive tendancies) and now I really cant find him. I can find all his things, the adapter, the earphones and even the itrip so I know he didnt roam too far. He didnt even take his belongings with him when he left. This is a sad day (well, below I already said it would be a happy day but for the moment I am sad.) George, if you are out there: I didnt mean to abuse your talents and gererosity. I know we spent way too much time together and that is never the way to start any relationship -- by suffocation - but I love you. I really do. I have never fallen in love so quickly and so freely and then you just up and leave. And now I dont even have you by my side to hear those sad love songs.
My life isnt the same without you are our 872 songs. We almost had a full bank of memories together. We were getting there.
Please, if anyone has seen George, he has on his plastic sleeve so he can not get hurt (atleast he is protected in these cold elements) please contact me.
A big part of me is missing right now. He has a piece of my heart.
In mourning,
Betsy