I can not focus. I haven't been able to focus on a task in about 4 months or so. Maybe it has been my whole life. This is a serious issue. I can start anything. I have no hesitation to start any project or even any terribly unattractive thing but I can not finish it. The only thing I have finished and started today is the mini bag of animal crakers I bought this morning. I haven't even completed dialing a phone number without stopping mid-dial and starting something else. I need drugs. Can anyone help?
I keep dreaming and creating unrealistic situations in my head and imagining myself an other places. Once today, it was snorkeling. I heard of a lady this morning who joined a search and rescue team and got to jump out of helicopters into the ocean to resuce people. She did this as her job. She wore a wet suit to work. I dont really know about the jumping out of the helicopeter thing but maybe off a dock. She does this for her job! Maybe the new aquarium is hiring people to place the greenery and such in the fish tanks. Speaking of: did you see the 14 foot (I made up that number - but it is big) alligator (or maybe crocodile - I dunno that either) that swam through New Orleans. They killed him thispast Sunday and are going to investigate his tummy.
I would hate for someone to investigate my tummy today or any day. They would see nothing but animal crackers and lemons. And probably some anxiety balls floating around.

Back to dialing that number.....

(Aligator picture on the way...)